So, the application I turned in a bit ago at the marine base......I got called today for an interview!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! I was so happy I danced in the living room!! ahahhahahah...Wish me luck!!! It's next Monday at 9am.

Wendi

Well, I went and put in yet ANOTHER application for a job. This time, I went with the good old stand by, cashier. Out on the marine base. I NEED this job. I am not liking this whole lobless money-less thing I have going right now. I need all the positive thoughts I can get. I didn't want to go back to retail, but, it's a must right now. Too many things needed. And, nothing to do them with. *crosses fingers

 

wendi

Well, I knew this was going to happen....my son's father ... for 5 yrs, we were an off and on thing. never truly a couple. but, never going too far from each other either. Yes, there were other females in his life. And, I knew it. I believed with my heart and soul that he would straighten up and be mine. of course, didn't work that way. he decided he needed to start fresh. and "innocent love" he said. well, he found that. in a female that is 15 yrs younger than I am. *rolls eyes. whatever. I cried. for a very very long time. I am at the point now that I am ok with it all. not over it. but, alright. well...ahem....it started last year. when I knew something was up. towards the end of last year, he started asking me a couple questions about my sex life and if I had a BF and things he had no business in knowing anymore. by his choice. I kinda just blew it off. didn't answer all of his questions. and moved on. now, to a couple months ago. the weekend of father's day to be exact. I had my son call his dad. he talks to him for a little bit. then I get on the phone. come to find out, she left him. doesn't love him anymore. wants to move out. ok. i thought, karma. lol. I was all giddy. just because he put me through soooo much. it was nice to hear he wasn't as happy as he thought. I know, bad bad Wendi. lol. So, about a month or less ago, he tells me that she won't stop calling him, and wanting to see him. blah blah blah. they get back together. lasts for maybe 2 weeks. she tells him then that she wants to go be able to do what she wants to. she wants to join the peace corps. all good. she should go do what she needs to for her, right? but, then when he says he doesn't want to do that. that he can't just go off to africa for 2 years, that he has his children to think of, (one of the most "grown-up" things he has EVER said), she tells him she doesn't want to help him raise his kids anymore. and she left. I was in shock. first of all, hehe, my son and I moved away from him because I was so hurt by him. So, thankfully, my son didn't get to know her much. was only around her a few times. ;) So, I don't have to worry about that whole thing. but, he has 2 other kids. and, they were with them every other weekend....anyway, on to the most recent....the other night he said he wants to see me. huh?? what?? me?? hmm...then last night, he tells me he wants to come for a visit. fine, ok. my son misses his dad. that works. then, and I was shocked, he actually asked me if we can "do it" when he's here. cause he's single now. what the???? so much for being heartbroken over his wonderful love huh???? whatever....what do you think about this???? I know I want to and should say hell no....but, knowing me....i'll give in....HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wendi

ok....so my toe IS bruised :( it hurts. but, I don't think it's totally broken. I can move it and all that. I htink it may be cracked or something. It still hurts though :(

I think I may have broken my left baby toe!! I was trying to step over my cat, who was laying in the hallway. he had reached out to try and get my foot/leg, so, I decide to try a higher/wider path over him. Well, my toes snagged on the door jam. This happened yesterday. It still hurts. It's a little bit red. But, no other colors. I can move it. But, I can't keep it in certain positions.It's hurting all the way up the outside of my foot. to my heel. Around my ankle a bit too. I was just getting a couple sharp pains as well. :( I am in bit of pain.....